ALICIA BONE

going to give this another chance

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 17:05:47 GMT

i've not been feeling like my usual self as of late. it's really getting at me. i think most stems from the job i'm working, where honestly, i would rather be doing anything else. i told that to my mom last night and her reply was that i can't quit until i find something else. the real irony here is that i work so much i hardly have time to look for anything else. on top of that, when i don't work i want to do nothing. and i have excelled in doing so. i sit at home, not even outside, and read. i'm in a definite funk and i need to get out of it. i hate writing and talking about being unhappy (because i'm not truly unhappy, everything other than my job is decent) i'm just not up to my usual bone standards.

just another manic monday.

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 21:10:40 GMT

just random stuff.

-yesterday i had class 5-7pm & 7-10pm, but during 7-9pm i decided to skip class and head to the computer commons and kill the essay i had due today at 10am. first of all, what was i even thinking? how could i possibly get anything done in that fishbowl when all i really want to do is people watch and check out all the lameoids that raid brock. anyway, as i slowly begin to focus, dude beside me (french-canadian/40+) starts talking to me and asking me how to work the headset he has on. perplexed, i asked him if he had the volume on, which of course was coincidentally on mute. so he starts telling me how awesome technology is and that he can check his the contents of his home computer threw the school's internet. i clearly look super busy and totally disinterested in what he's saying, but dude just won't stop. oh! you want to know what he needed the headset for? he was watching the election thing LIVE on the computer. like, totally cool right? after what seemed like forever he finally left and i tended to my work finishing my introduction before another interruption arose.

-which brings me to weirdo #2. he was a few seats down, but he kept shuffling and looking everywhere. i forsure thought he had a.d.d. and was about to move to the upper floor when he turns to me and says "i think i know you from somewhere". i've actually never seen this dude anywhere ever. but still he persists and asks if i go to stella's. he then starts guessing my nationality (gets it on the first guess, but continues to yell out various other ethnicities -spanish, greek, portuguese). after i tell him he got it right on the first guess he asks me if i am fluent in italian. of course i lie, and admit that, yes, i am fluent and that i took italian here at brock and aced the shit out of it. okay, so you think he might be like yo, okay she has papers everywhere and is making the minimalist of conversation with me, maybe i will stop talking to her. right? NO. he starts talking to me in broken italian, calling me a 'molto bellisimo ragazza'. DUDE!!!!!! after 10 minutes, i decided that yes, i've had enough and pack up my things and get the shit out of there. i decide to acknowlegde our brief conversation (if you can call it that) and say bye. he stood up and starting rambling in italian again, calling me beautiful, nice, pretty, smart - i'm pretty sure he was just using any adjective that came to his crazy head.

+one cute outcome of this night came from a girl who i usually drive home after class. she gave me a card and said she wasn't going to be in class tonight. i was pretty bummed because she's good company and really smart. i opened the card later in class and realized that she gave me $10 in tim hortons money!!! sweetest gift ever from a school friend. <3 so thanks cait!

-i ended up staying up until 3:30am without editing or finishing my paper. so i woke up at 6:30am to write the shittiest conclusion ever and briefly go over the paper, making up a few references as i go along. you know, doing what i gotta do. printing it off at 9am, drive to school for 10am and kicked the shit out of the seminar dealing with homeless, homie.

ps. >> Therefore, it is the law’s duty to consider women’s individuality in order not to discriminate against anyone and in order to let justice prevail.
WORST CONCLUDING SENTENCE IN THE HISTORY OF PAPERS EVER x 10000000000000!

okay, i've once again wasted enough time on the internet. homework party tonight!

anything but homework.

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 17:40:10 GMT

As I was driving home from volunteering, I saw a garabage man wearing dress pants and a nice sweater.

New dress code?

these boots are made for... showing off?

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 16:54:23 GMT

i got a few pairs of boots for the upcoming winter season. my question to all: should i wear the boots OVER my pants or UNDERNEATH them?

OVER
+allows me to show off my cool boots (jahhh!)
-although, i feel a bit pretentious when i wear them over top of my pants, however as point 1 mentioned, i think they are really cool and actually want people to see them
-i know it's a pet peeve to a lot of people (not that, i actually care or anything)

UNDER
-the shape of the boot kind of looks weird without seeing the boot in its entirety
+boots remained clean and not be ruined from weather and salt

that being said, whatchya'll think? pretty sure i will take turns and sometimes wear them a la outside and sometimes a la inside - but opinions are fun. discuss.

much like a one night stand.

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 01:39:33 GMT

drove through grimsby with tamara.
saw some punk kids hitch-hiking.
thought it would be funny to pick them up.
drove by a few times to assess the situation.
decided it WOULD be a good idear to pick them up.
pulled over, asked them where they were heading.
turns out they only needed to go to jones road.
here's where karma kicks in. punk gives us a huge nug of weed as him and his friend catch the bus.

sweet deal huh?

shyness ...........

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 00:24:32 GMT

dude. dudddddddddddde.
ask me ask me ask me!
i spoke in my classes like mega today and it was awesome.
i was all like yo, capitalism this. and division of class that.
then then then, i went to media industries and kicked the door down with my enthusiasim for the industry. i was all like yo, i work at hmv and i love music.

sometimes i get giddy like a little kid. and when i was driving to school this week i've been sooo happy. not OVER-thinking...just thinking. and it's rad.

i have the entire weekend off and it rules.
i love not going straight from work to school because it drains me. so now i have the weekend to be like, yo i'm a cool girl.

ask me! ask me! ask me!

cute.

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 13:18:38 GMT

as i was driving home, i saw a dead squirrel in the middle of the road.

i thought to myself, "oh nuts!"

hehehe.

interests are cliche...

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 00:45:49 GMT

...that is why i only have five. enjoy!

LJ Interests meme results

dave grohl:
my all time lover.
manners:
honestly, i think it's a very hot trait to have. very few people actually have manners anymore, so i swoon for the well-mannered.
music:
i can appreciate every kind of music (i'm not even one of them 'i-like-everything-BUT-country' bitches, i like it all). like lauryn hill says "everything is everything".
weed:
i've been called a pot-head (indirectly) a few times this week. to them i say, "fuck you". it's not like i don't do anything with my life. i just enjoy the green...fucken sue me.
wit:
what a wonderful world it would be if you had someone to spar with you wit for wit. i think that intensifies my attraction to the opposite sex times 4 billion. know how to play the game.
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Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list.

compliments to the chef.

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 01:52:05 GMT

DEEP FRIED PICKLES ARE AMAZING.
so are 40s.

& late night bowl smoking.

COS I'M ON FIRE WHEN YOU COME.

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 23:55:03 GMT

when my manager isn't working, i actually have the best shifts at work. i laugh the whole time and my side usually hurts a lot.

let's talk about hess baby. as high as we were, we went to hess. prehess was fun. and high. and tamara bought her awesome skull pipe from fortinos (haha, voice memo), and christine said pot was like 50 cents and super amazing. holllahhhh! i loved megan's tacky cackle laugh. yous all are crazy.

SNUB ME OUT.

FINE, i'll update without deleting. maybe.

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 19:45:00 GMT

The Random Question Meme!

An array of completely random questions about my friends!

Have you ever seen kristen_lux naked?: of course i have. hot tub parties yo, that's the way it goes.
Who on your friends list would get along best with xbillyx?: anniedeadly. that way they can talk about lifetime and cokes.
What would you most like to do with pierre_luc?: take him for a ride in my brand new car. we'd listen to good jams and i would probably force him into smoking weed.
What does crucial_shark look for in a significant other?: an asshole (preferably with tattoos, sense of humour, and a fondness to drinking and smoking).
What would e_l_i_t_e like to do for a living?: a professional cold room smoker. or an icecream bar maker. i SO hit the spot on this one, i know!
How long have you known ecuk?: a year. i miss the shit out of her, whhhhereeee are youuuu?
Where do you think lux04 is right now?: i think the only thing lux04 does is work and hang out with her husband. i could be wrong, i NEVER see her :(
Is _porno best described as a badger, a mushroom, or a snake?: WEIRD. SO SO SO WEIRD. ANNA - YOU READING THIS? but anyway, i think a mushroom. i'm most partial to them.
Why shouldn't annarbor and wanttokissyou be a couple?: good question, i'm not sure how to answer it. i think they would be a swell couple.
Does xpixel_kittiex look better with long hair?: oh, i think she's a hottie with whatever hair she has.
If you had the chance to sleep with anniedeadly, would you?: do you even need to ask?

This is by heptadecagram. You can find your own completely random questions here.

Do you feel enlightened now?

lurkers unite!

lovin' life.

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 01:18:45 GMT

MAN!
torrential downpours rule when you're holding down a tent with friendships and joints and beers.

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 03:30:19 GMT

http://www.mk2.com/last_days/

gotta see that eventually.

if she is electric, can i be electric too?

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 18:48:32 GMT

My week keeps getting better and better.

And even better, because I am about to make myself some bacon before school.

it's times like these i wish i had a tv watching partner.

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 14:41:57 GMT

i woke up this morning, sensing i was going to have one of those charlie horse muscle spasms in my left leg. so i started to think of it NOT happening, and just sort of staying still and pleading (to who? i don't know) that it would stop and WHAM, it stopped. and i was so happy because those things actually ruin my life. my mom says it's from lack of calcium, so i went downstairs and downed as much milk as i could.

secondly, before i went to bed i was reading this vampire book. it's actually really, really scary. so scary infact, that i had a nightmare about it. it was when i was first starting to fall asleep. and i dreamt that i was driving and i missed the road i was supposed to turn on, but there was this short cut through the woods. i remember thinking "oh i'm in a car, nothing bad can/will happen." so as i turn into this forest shortcut, it gets super dark, i hear noises, and i can't reach my steering wheel. so i start screaming "moooooooom! moooooooom! help me! heeeeeeeeelp!" and then i woke up. i was pissed my mom didn't come running in my room to see what was the matter, but then i realized that i was just screaming in my dream. i yelled out "moooommmy" afterwords but to no avail. i think it's because i pissed her off so badly yesterday.

this saturday is my birthday. i don't have any plans, all i really want to do is just be drunk/high all day and not give a fuck. that's what birthdays are for, right? i like to keep things simple anyway, no frills.

a lot a little bit

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 17:58:21 GMT

went to tim hortons this morning and while i was in the lady's room, i casually glance under the stall beside me and a woman was facing the other way on the toilet seat (picture this: straddling the seat). i hear all this crazy sniffing and moaning, but continue to pee. oh, about three seconds later the sniffing stops and she yells "oh fuck! i'm bleeding everywhere! fuck!". that's when i washed my hands as quick as possible and got the fuck outta there.

talk about sketchy. by the end of it, the coffees didn't even taste that good.

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 16:03:55 GMT

i love:
-my friends.
-friendship.
-adventures.
-calls from work.
-messages that are adorable.
-comments that post 3 times (because of how awesome they are, probably).
-being clumsy.
-lurking dundurn.
-knowing the signal for ass fucking.
-my pillows, my bed, and falling into them late at night.
-new foo fighters album.

i wish all my friends didn't have jobs and we could go out and party all day and night and have enough money to do that and go to school and live life without worrying about what time we start work. i mean, picture all you guys (i'm not gunna name names, because some might be mad to not be in my friendship fantasy) just drinking by a POOL or lazy river, or dancing, or doing whatever, but being loud, annoying, awesome, crazy, boisterous, nutso, AND very pretty. man, i'm just so happy. maybe everyone can come together for my birthday bash. place, yet to be determined. let's fucken goooo!

i've got another confession to make.

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 22:46:27 GMT

NEW FOO FIGHTERS COMES OUT THIS TUESDAY (JUNE 14TH). IT'S SO AWESOME, EVERYTHING SOUNDS AMAZING, ACOUSTIC HALF MAKES ME WANNA CRY AND LOVE DAVE OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

probably the perk of working at a music store is getting to see, hear, touch and smell all the new releases.

in other news, i finally found myself some weed.

friday was a fun night. anna and i looked all cute in skirts and dresses. well, she did. i looked like a nona. anyway, i got wasted, yada yada. jamie visited with ashley and it was like my house part 2. anna drank wine straight from the bottle and didn't cheers us prior to.

anyway, i'm super stealth and i say/type man a lot. you're all man, man, man. ohhhh bone. late night parties, working early sucks mega. i really don't know how i do it.

HOT TRAMP I LOVE YOU SOOO!

kick the bucket.

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 14:53:55 GMT

reminiscing about the past with your friends is amazing. saturday night (dance i like the way you move) was awesome. my friendships came through hard and we all talked and talked and talked about how we all met. i'm glad lyn remembers in detail the drunken stupor of a girl walking out of the bathroom, sits on her lap and asks her to do up my fly. i'm so fly.

don't worry ladies, i ain't going anywhere.

i had a better than average weekend, that's forsure. but i'd rather not name drop my life away. name drop or activity drop (well, maybe a little activity dropping such as drinking a 40 and smoking weed).

WHICH leads me to a story - we smoked weed at 4:20AM, which was completely ridiculous. & watched cheech & chong. blowing my mind, 10 fold. like the highway hot box. amazing dudes.

so now i wait for breakfast? my mom waited up for me last night. i was ultra bummed, thinking, how old does she think i am? then she followed me into my room where she proceeded to tell me to get a job (because clearly, i don't already) with normal 9-5 hours. maria bone is such a ball buster. friends, you totally called that. anyway, i just sorta laughed at her and jumped into bed where i had such a good sleep.

stop existing, start living

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 02:57:26 GMT

i need to learn how to prioritize. like, getting up and immediately going onto the computer BEFORE a face wash, a pee and coffee is completely and utterly unnecessary.

also, while i was driving to school today (with my carpool - go environment!) i think that i need to start taking school a tad more seriously (only a tad though, nothing more). but if maybe i would skip out on one party night, refuse a hit in joint rotation i would be more studious. my 70's would morph into 80's and my life would be... well, mundane. AND I HATE THAT, so it will never happen.

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hey baby baby come on

Mon, 30 May 2005 16:26:05 GMT

it's awesome when you download a song but you're not sure if it's the one you actually want. then you play it, and it SO is. it SO is.

you went through to me head first

Sun, 22 May 2005 00:56:13 GMT

right now the sun is setting and it looks gorgeous with all that is pink, purple, orange and indigo. tamara, we should have taken a scenic drive.

yesterday i went to the red square where i preceded to get heavily intoxicated. i danced a lot, a whole lot and it was awesomeness. i seriously don't remember much of anything. anna decided to drive home - so she drove my car because i was clearly in no condition to.
>>anna, what the eff did i even say to you? i remember talking, but i have NO idea what about. singing tegan & sara ALL THE WAY HOME. wait, i think i screamed it, not sang...but whatever. once at my house, i actually wanted to come online (for some bizarro reason) but thought it would be better to get a good sleep. and by good sleep, i mean falling on my bed and passing out - clothes, makeup and all. no covers on, nothing.

i woke up to the sound of drilling at my neighbours, which was so loud it shook my house! oh, at 8AM!!!!!!! i got up, drank the entire waterbottle that was at my nightstand (that i somehow remembered to leave there) walked downstairs, my parents laughing at me because i looked like i was ready to go out again still dressed (exceptionally more haggard looking though).

ugh, this post is too long. i basically just wanted to remember how much fun i had... because i can never remember anything ever.

so...note to self: you had 5 stars worth of fun yesterday night.

Foregone conclusions.

Wed, 18 May 2005 16:04:58 GMT

Damn! My non-obviousness is starting to become obvious!

Other News:

-My mom bought me the softest, longest pillow ever.
-I'm reading a Wally Lamb novel, and am SO into it.
-Received an 87% on my first Italian quiz.
-Need a coffee like ultra badly.

Happy Birthday Lyn Kenney.
<3

Achilles Heel

Thu, 12 May 2005 15:41:13 GMT

Listening to Pedro The Lion makes me wanna start a family. But, I fully do NOT want to start a family anytime soon. It's just that when David Bazan sings, he makes me swoon like, a lot.

In other news, I went to the dentist today at 10am. I actually get anxiety just hearing the word DENTIST - let alone going. So I go, it was gross, yada yada and as I leave I felt sick to my stomach. Got into my car, parked a few spots down, opened the door and puked everywhere, THREE TIMES. It was disgusting! But then I got a coffee, smoked quite a few bowls, went for a beautiful drive into Grimsby. >> Where I saw this old man pulled over and was drawing the orchids growing. It was the sweetest thing I could have witnessed - I'm also a huge fag/sap, by the way.

As I was driving home the night of Tamara and I's trip to 711, a DRUNKEN man was stumbling along Fruitland road area and I actually had to SWERVE into the other lane to avoid the asswipe. Then as I look back in my rear view mirror, he is totally lurking in the middle of the road. Man, what a creep!

Alright, I feel as though things need to be accomplished today. Such as, cleaning the room, getting rid of notes from last year, the year before, and all my high school shit (yeah, I actually keep like all my essays. you never know when you're gunna need one quick snap).

-I've totally succumbed to the post all the time in your live journal fad. I've caught the bug, wtf? Dude, totally sing to me.

piggy.

ps. Quick Explanation of Achilles Heel (http://www.wordexplorations.info/Achilles-heel-story.html). Interesting fable.

her name is noelle

Wed, 11 May 2005 17:23:07 GMT

Why do parents feel their only mechanisms of communication is through yelling? Or being dicks? Or telling you how much money you cost them? Or telling you to clean every inch of the house instead of studying for your Italian quiz? Is it JUST me? I guess, I'm a little bit of a brat, since my parents pretty much provide a lot for me. But still, I would like the same respect they give to their co-workers, since I almost feel as though I am working FOR my parents.

Currently, I am listening to a mix cd my brother made. "Mixer Mike > Third CD Made" is the title. It's a lot like the other gay mixes he makes, but this one had teenage dirtbag by wheatus so I guess I can forgive him. Nah, nope, not when Lifehouse is the next jam, sooo not forgiven.

//
So, over the weekend, I played frisbee with Anna and special guests Jon, Ben and Drew. It was super awesome. I can actually throw a frisbee? But, clearly Anna and I need more practice. ps/ My body ached so badly Monday because I don't normally use those body muscles (so says my mother anyways). Oh! We also smoked a joint previous to this frisbee fiasco. RULED.

OH GREAT NOW KORN IS ON HIS CD. GREAT. & NOW WEEZER. PHEW.

All my "unofficial" marks are up. I guess I achieved my goal of having a 78% average, but I REALLY wanted better. Ah well, 70s & weed smoke is better than 90s and boring life > eh Lyndie?

EDIT: I almost forgot. Tamara & I went to 711, immediately following a joint. and um, I went to go pay for my BAG OF CHIPS, REESE UPS, AND SLURPIE (which I double cupped) trying SO hard not to be awkward WHEN ---> counter dude totally caught my double cup situation and TOOK ONE AWAY! I mean, I totally double cup to avoid getting that sticky residue in my car. DAMN THAT CLERK, DAMN HIMMM!! and damn Tamara for saying, "I can't deal with this" and running out, leaving me to fend for myself against this asshole clerk. UGHHH WHY AM I SO SOCIALLY INEPT? JEBUS.